sometimes i'm too kind for my own good. a few months ago i spent good money for fun and its killed me ever since. I set myself up on a budget to fix this mess. to fix my stupid mistake and have been living by minimal means ever since.
This payday was supposed to be my last payday of major backwards debt. i was set on auto pay for this wednesday night to post on thursday. i deposited my bill money on monday.
the bank decided to withhold my deposit.
they then decided to release my auto pays on monday instead of the day i scheduled.
they paid for it with my pending deposit.
then charged me nsf fees up the ass.
and took my electricity money.
and my grocery money.
and still.. i owe them 28.16$ after the fact.
i can't stop crying.
I fucking did everything in my power to fix this. i worked so hard to get where i am. i just wanted to stop living like i was fucking going to end up in a refrigerator box.
tomorrow... i'll wake up with no power. no lights. no hot water. thank you my big budget bank that will probably go under and take all my money. oh wait.. you already took all my money.
may karma take you down.